By this time, everybody knows that my 3-year relationship with my ex-boyfriend has ended... I've tried moving on already and i know so has he... As always, its hard letting go of people you love especially that they've already almost became a permanent figure in your life.. Christmases, birthdays and graduations dining out with my & his family... First person you call for the good and bad news.. The person you consult about anything & everything.. The first person you see in the morning and the last who you see before you sleep.. The person who you constantly look for to fight with during PMS days... Movie, eating and gimmik partner... Hell, even all of my doctors from different hospitals knows him.. My point it, twas really hard shaking it off.. I can't be bitter naman coz i know somewhere along the way towards this separation, i did a lot of things im not proud of.. Things that i wish ive done differently so that maybe the situation wouldnt have ended this way... I can't be mad naman to the person because he has given me the best three years in my life as to date... I guess "may hangganan din lahat ng tao".. Patience and love could run out especially kung sobra pasaway kasama mo lagi like me... Well, all i could do is to learn from my mistakes and be better on my next relationships... And i thought, if i forever stay hoping and holding on, i'd eventually lose those people who would want to love and take care of me in the future..
Anyways, i wouldn't be this sane right now if it weren't for my friends and unexpected shock absorbers.. And believe it or not, i got strength from constant text messages that really touched me, and i wanna share them with you guys...
(1) FROM ERWIN: "It's okay to cry as hard and as long as you want to,just make sure that when you stop crying,you wont cry for the same reason anymore..." -self explanatory =)
(2) FROM FAYE: "I always thought that love can melt away the pain no matter how painful it is, but i realized that pain could also melt away the love, no matter how great it is..." -sad but sobrang true
(3) FROM FAYE AGAIN: "Anyone can make you smile or cry, but it takes someone really special to make you smile when you already have tears in your eyes..." -this is for all of my friends at work, to those people who always are at Peachy's and my work stations hehe
(4) FROM FAYE STILL: "Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.." -sobrang sweet!
(5) FROM ALVIN: "When i was little, i fell from a tree but before i did, i managed to hold on to a branch. I was up there for a long time waiting.. The silence, the pain in my arms, the heat, my heartbeat pumping... Then i finally fell. I could not recall exactly what happened after i hit the ground.. All i could remember was the agony of holding on.. and the wonderful feeling of letting go..."
(6) FROM FAYE AGAIN: "A breakup is like a broken mirror.. Its better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.."
(7) FROM JV: "You aren't going to be his first, his last or his only. He loved before and he'll love again. But if he loves you now, what els matters? He's not perfect, you're not either. If he can make you laugh and he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him. He's not going to be thinking of you every moment of the day but he'll give you a part of him that he knows you can break--- his heart. So dont hurt him, dont change him, dont analyz and dont expect more that he can give. Smile when he makes you happy because perfect guys dont exist, but there's only one man who's perfect for you..."
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